You go over to your guitar. You consider yourself to be PRETTY GOOD at it but not enough to be a professional.
That's ok though, you're not sure you're cut out for a musicians life, your DAD was a musician and he told you how hard it used to be trying to get by.
He has another job now and does music as a hobby, which seems like a more sustainable lifestyle and you feel like you're probably heading in that direction too.
You used to have dreams of being the next big guitarist but eventually you realised that you weren't passionate enough to really practice hard.
You decided making it a career isn't that important as long as you have fun with it.
And it is fun.
Gibbon: Pluck dose strings.